I like to think that I seek Jesus first. The truth is,
sometimes I do – and sometimes I don’t. I was inspired by something a priest
said during a homily while I was attending a Mass & adoration vigil for the feast days of the Sacred Heart & Immaculate Heart. It was a vigil of reparation to the
hearts of Jesus and Mary for all the sins that wound them – including our
own and for the ingratitude and lack of love from mankind. The pastor addressed the issue of how many times that we desire other activities
or leisure times over spending time with Jesus. He then said something about this
in a particular way that stuck with me: about making personal reparation ‘for
the times that I’ve preferred the television to the tabernacle.’ (Mic. Drop.) That
could have been his whole homily. Case. And. Point.
We live for Jesus, we worship Him, we pray, we go to Mass, we do good for
others. But how many times do we not seek Jesus first? Just 10 more minutes on
Facebook, just one more episode, just a little more Xbox… how much time do we
spend with Jesus versus the time we spend on other things that in the grand
scheme of life, merit nothing toward
our eternal salvation? And, in fact, can detract from it.
Now, these things aren’t all bad, and God knows and
understands that sometimes these are our outlets! I know a little bit of down
time, and a movie or a few episodes of a favorite TV series helps me to unwind
after a hectic day. But, I can easily do that instead of taking time with Jesus. It’s not that we can’t ever
watch TV again, but are we taking 10 or 20 or 30 minutes to pray first? Take those moments and soak up
some Son! Read a few verses of Scripture, grab that devotional book and peruse
through it, grab a journal and pen and write out your thoughts and prayers to
the Lord. Sit and talk to him. Sometimes, I just sit in the middle of my bed,
or the middle of the couch, and I just start talking – out loud – as if Jesus
were just sitting there in the room with me. And I just talk. And eventually I
slow down, and then just pause. And listen. Those are some of my most fruitful
times of prayer, some of the times were I really can tune into Jesus’ presence
and His attentiveness to me.
Jesus, help me to seek You first – in all the things, in all
the chaos, in the joys, in the trials, in the decisions, in the time I have
each day. Help the fast-paced, media-driven things of this world lose a bit of
their luster, so that I see Your splendor, and spend more time soaking up Your shine. Amen.
Seek, Soak, Shine - repeat!
Seek, Soak, Shine - repeat!